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-Hey, I'm Ashlee. I work, I go to school. I guess I'm normal...maybe. This is a blog about life, love, and all the bullshit in between. And by bullshit, I don't necessarily mean bad bullshit..well not all of it. I'm rambling....This blog is me, unfiltered and 100 percent real. Don't like it, fuck off ;)

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I don’t really know why I’m wasting my time sending you this email. I always ask myself why I keep my faith in you “realizing your wrongs” or “changing” or even acting like you really do love me with all of your heart like I’ve always loved you. It’s sad, really..how much you and I are alike. I do and say things all the time and I think to myself “wow, that was a smart thing to say, something like dad would say” or “I’m glad I’m so funny and I can make people laugh, just like dad.” It scares me, because I have always striven to be like you, whether you realize it or not.  Almost every positive or attention grabbing thing I have ever done has been to impress you or at least get some reaction out of a father who always seemed to be disappointed and unhappy with me..or maybe it was with a life that he didn’t want. The sooner you admit to yourself that you’re not happy..with your life, your marriage or maybe you had some dream you never got to pursue, you can move forward and maybe..actually make progress and be able to say to yourself “I am truly happen with who and where I am.” I guess I’ll never know why you do some of the foolish things you do. The thing that saddens me the most, is that I’m sad. I cry myself to sleep a lot lately and I find myself questioning everything I do, or every person I want to trust. I have pushed almost everyone out of my life because the person I loved the most, my dad, broke my heart and let me down. I’m beginning to be more and more like you everyday..and I can’t be that, I don’t want to be that, miserable person that can’t admit to their misery..and wrong..so I make everyone around me feel insignificant and unimportant, among many other things. I won’t be that. Not anymore.

2 years ago
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i have done…

…absolutely nothing productive today. I haven’t even left my apartment…

2 years ago
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fuckyeahtattoos:

my father and i chose to get this as our matching tattoo for father’s day. it’s one of his favorite tv shows, and as a theme i have always gotten him something gir-related as gifts for holidays. done by Marco Aguero at Permanent Skin Art, Saint Paul, MN.

fuckyeahtattoos:

my father and i chose to get this as our matching tattoo for father’s day. it’s one of his favorite tv shows, and as a theme i have always gotten him something gir-related as gifts for holidays. done by Marco Aguero at Permanent Skin Art, Saint Paul, MN.

2 years ago
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staff:

Awesome. This happened last night. :)

Thanks for putting this together, Frankie!
You have an amazing collection of Jon Stewart GIFs.

And thank you, Daily Show!!

(Source: bettyfrancis)

2 years ago
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